At the End
Dec. 21st, 2014 02:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Story: At the End
Year: 994 FY
Characters: Rema
Warnings: Character death, references to war
I fought a war. I won a war.
I fought from the shadows, for years--for decades--before we were able to bring the war to the surface. I trained dozens of spies, hundreds of secret soldiers. I watched them fight and win and lose and live and die, and I look at the the nation--at the world--my nephew has built, and I know.
I did this. I won this. Even if no one else knows this, I know. At the end of all things, I have my victory. I have this.
But the faces of the men and women I sent to their deaths, to their arrests--the faces of the men and women I had killed because they were in the way of the brighter future I was building...you know, it used to be I never thought of them. And now they are all I can see.
I am slipping away and for all the progress my nephew has made, for all that I and my Movement have built, it isn't enough. Sometimes I worry that it will never be enough.
I won a war. I won.
But now I'm dying just the same.
Year: 994 FY
Characters: Rema
Warnings: Character death, references to war
I fought a war. I won a war.
I fought from the shadows, for years--for decades--before we were able to bring the war to the surface. I trained dozens of spies, hundreds of secret soldiers. I watched them fight and win and lose and live and die, and I look at the the nation--at the world--my nephew has built, and I know.
I did this. I won this. Even if no one else knows this, I know. At the end of all things, I have my victory. I have this.
But the faces of the men and women I sent to their deaths, to their arrests--the faces of the men and women I had killed because they were in the way of the brighter future I was building...you know, it used to be I never thought of them. And now they are all I can see.
I am slipping away and for all the progress my nephew has made, for all that I and my Movement have built, it isn't enough. Sometimes I worry that it will never be enough.
I won a war. I won.
But now I'm dying just the same.